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We stand on the edge of a luminous new year, armed with hope and
lengthy dreams, and the desire to leave the mistakes of the past far,
far behind us. Some wake to a blessed plague of amnesia hoping never to
recover the damage that was done. Some keep marching forward feeling
the heavy ache of everything they wish to change about themselves
dragging behind them like a long, prolonged shadow. And still others
shine above the sun, sparkling like raging cosmonauts, propelled by the
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Posted on January 4th, 2008 at 10:53am —
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i think back ...
and i remember feeling clostaphobic ... trapped & suffocating ... i remember feeling like i was alone ... even in a crowded room ... even now ... sometimes ... but back then ... i remember feeling like a prisoner to emotions that i had no control over ... & all i wanted to do was express myself ... without feeling ridiculed or misunderstood ... i wanted to discover who i was, my purpose, what the intention of my existence was to be ... i just wanted to conne… Continue
and i remember feeling clostaphobic ... trapped & suffocating ... i remember feeling like i was alone ... even in a crowded room ... even now ... sometimes ... but back then ... i remember feeling like a prisoner to emotions that i had no control over ... & all i wanted to do was express myself ... without feeling ridiculed or misunderstood ... i wanted to discover who i was, my purpose, what the intention of my existence was to be ... i just wanted to conne… Continue
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also i just wanted to say thank you for your music and messages. theyre revolutional.
peace, love, and happiness
Depression collapsed into my spine
Running crazy in every direction
Circulating massively through my entire body
Owning every part that I called my own
Real deep inside my being it grows
Like roots of a tree
Invading every inch of me
What’s going on? I can’t move!
The psycancer is here
Spreading all over my body
Drowning me till the bottom
Into an ocean that is deeper than a bottom less hole
And I keep falling down
Crying, trying to survive
Trying to look ahead and no both sides
Because If I take a better look I’m dead already
Here’s this living dead girl
Punished by its evil
But, what evil?
Just punished for what she used to be
Look! Your nerves are affected too! Be careful…be strong.
But I’m not…I’m…I am…I am…
I’m not a saint (S) AIN’T
But for once I’m doing well
My thoughts and conscience are clean now
So clean that I feel so powerless to get through to him
Till the tip of my toe, some one whispered
“Give up, surrender your soul and you will find peace”
Those lovely cousy words…
That would make and angel himself fall into sin
But no! I’m not going to!
Not without trying once again
One more try, one more fight
“Till the end” I said
Fight for what you believe, fight for the ones you love
But first, fight your own battle
That battle that emerges from deep inside your own very soul
That fight once won… shhhhhhhh
Calm sweet victory
An achievement that will make you fall in such peace
That the rest will be unravel it self
The peace that will make you move along the right pleacent path
The one which you should have chosen from the very first beginning
But didn’t
Now the past is gone…
But not entirely, some day that possessed demon will come once again
But you will be twice stronger to defend yourself
And defeat that awful beast in a blink of an eye
What you have in your hands it’s called future
That’s the key
Future’s begging for respect, honesty, love and self consciousness
Look around, look at you, look ahead
Be strong
Do by me in desperate hours of inspiration
it would be fucken insainlike.
I know when I'm having a bad day I can pop the lasted Cd you made it and scream so loud that the neighbors can hear. I have three most favorites on your Cd. They're Perfectly Flawed,Milk of Regret and GhostFlowers. They're probably my favorites only because their the most theraputic for me.
I just recently found special pets which is an amazing song and I want it so much I need to know where I can get it. I love your music and i hope you put out more soon because it's really good. Keep rocking out
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